Currently Reading Lord of the Flies see related

 Guess what guys? I dyed my hair PURPLE! I've always wanted purple hair!...Okay, so the box said "Black Cherry". Same thing. Anyway, here's a picture...

I know, it's a bad picture because you can't really see the purple, but there you go. That's all I wanted to say and HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY MAIRE!!!!!! Yay! You're now an emotionally disturbed teenager. Yippee! And Happy Easter everyone! Here's some pictures of Jesus, because it's Easter and all...

<3jenn

Currently Listening JoJo By JoJo "Leave (Get Out)" see related

Gosh, I never thought I'd really think or even say this, but I am so unhappy with the way I look right now. I mean I've never been a conceited one, but I never really cared too much about how I looked or how much I weighed. In fact, I remember when I didn't need to worry about that stuff because of my super fast metabolism. But because of this stupid Depakote (that I have to take or else I'll be having seizures all over the floor) I keep on gaining weight like some kind of over-fed cow. Now I'm so subconcious about my weight and how I look. Plus I really want this super cute short, spikey haircut, but it only looks good on skinny people. I need to lose a lot of weight (like 30 or maybe even 40 pounds!). I think I'm gonna try really hard to watch what I eat and stuff, and take walks everyday because it's finally warm out. Or maybe I could go to a gym! Whatever. My goal is to get that haircut hopefully around my birthday, which is in 79 days (is it even possible to lost 40 pounds in 79 days?). I'm probably over-reacting, but it doesn't help when skinnier girls are struggling so hard to lose weight too. Whatever. We'll see what I can do! ♥jenn

Currently Watching The Dresden Dolls - Paradise By The Dresden Dolls see related

80 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY 16th BIRTHDAY!

Currently Watching Ghostbusters 1 & 2 (Double Feature Gift Set) By Dan Aykroyd, Susan Boehm, Henry J. Deutschendorf II, William T. Deutschendorf, Kurt Fuller, Ernie Hudson, Mordecai Lawner, Peter MacNicol, Janet Margolin, David Margulies, Michael P. Moran, Rick Moranis, Bill Murray, Annie Potts, Harold Ramis, Olivia Ward, Sigourney Weaver, Harris Yulin, Wilhelm von Homburg see related

 Hey guys! Spring is finally here and I'm finally feeling better! I think spring is so rejuvanating, don't you? The weather is warm, you start the season with spring break, Peeps go out for sale in the stores (mmm....I had some just the other day!), the animals all fall in love (It's true. I saw it on Bambi!) and everyone is happy. I myself am feeling extraordinary. Being in the day hospital has helped because they could monitor my meds thuroughly and now I think we have a perfect combination. I've been going to school for half a day, and then back to the day hospital. Soon I will be back in school permanently. Yaaaaaaaaay! Other than that I'm keeping myself up with being outdoors, journaling, eating healthy and challenging myself with many sudoku puzzles (they are soooo fun! When you're done with them, they make you feel so smart!). Bye! <3jenn